Thanks for reading
Hahaha I can see how this could be judged and taken.
I have known my fiancé for close to 40 years and we are actually best friends. I spun in a hamster wheel with the wrong person for close to decade of my life “hoping” to be eventually be happy . Hoping he’d change . I was naive and programmed by a narcissist
I lost too many years before I realized that I deserve better and the same was for my fiance
This is a whole different story and I’ve written about it before
Thank you for being concerned but I’m happier than I have ever been