I think this is a side effect of past abuse

I still hold rage inside me but on the outside I seem so calm and carefree. If I cry it’s usually a sign of a pending anger explosion

You are very in touch with your emotional response and that is a very good thing ❤️

Writer of relationships / early childhood and mental health . Poetry and fiction dabbler

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